hi xanga! wow so alot has changed! It's no longer about myspace, its all about facebook! Gosh! i haven't updated my xanga in ever... i doubt anyone will look at this but i plan on making this my journal... its nice to have memories. well i dont know where to start... im now in college into my second semester and i plan on going further... i just worked out today and i'll make sure that i stick to that haha cause im like super fat now...i remember my wieght used to be around 160 now its like 175! FUDGE... but anyways, i think its so cool how everyone is growing up, i mean i look back at my old days and it seems like everything went so fast... i mean honestly, i remember when i was still in 8th grade thinking about college... i was thinking to myself.. "that's so far from now..." and BAM! it just passes you by... well im glad how things are at least, im proud that im still drug free and no girls getting pregnant or something haha! i just hope that i can get through college, cause money doesn't grow on trees.. i have to find ways to get money, and so thats why i took the CNA program which i did pass. lets see what else did i leave off.. oh! my green ford tempo no longer works and i got that towed away about 3 days ago... and now i drive a red ford escort... its nothing amazing, but its not shitty either. sigh...i just miss how things use to be, i think there was this saying... "people are happy with memories, because they are the only things that stay the same, while everything else doesn't.." i have no idea who said that, and i dont feel like googling it haha, in fact i have no idea if i even said it correctly, but you get the idea... also the youth group plan on going to a snowboarding trip feb. 8-9. im glad that ashley is able to go! i havent been able to hang out with her for awhile...but im sad that jackie wont be able to make it... well at least i think she wont...she hasnt given me a specific answer... but yea anyways im proud of my friends, i really care about them... their like my second family, no matter how many problems, their always there to stay... im thiankful to have great friends like them... i just hope that im a good friend back... that was actually my new years resolution haha! i realized that i talk alot and show off and have a lot of pride... i mean who doesnt you know... i guess i just show it more. i plan on improving that part of me. i mean i have come a long way from the Justin i was in high school to the Justin that i am now! im so glad that i was able to become a better person. im proud of joseph cause he's very independent and is saving up to buy a car and stuff... not a lot of people have that kind of patience haha. i mean saving habits are hard... and also im pround of the others i mean... we all go to college and we all grew up together... i hope that it stays that way... i dont want to lose my friends. so a lot has changed, but at the same time, things have stayed the same too... i hope i remember to write in this again haha, cause im going to be very busy once i start getting my job as a CNA... phew... that was alot haha | 
